Monday, September 14, 2009
how should i start? @ 9:57 AM
hmm...gini neh kalo lagi bosen buanget
ga ada yang enak kayaknya
yam-yam...
haiz
acctually
felt sad and dissapoited
hahha
everything was so great
until i realise that, the fact wasnt really that great!
smuanya membuat gw merasa important
merasa i am one of them
but
slowly
gw merasa left out
they are their own kind
mereka cuma cari gw kalo ada penting
cari gw kalo mereka membutuhkan sesuatu
disuruh ini itu lah
"nana come2 help me this and that...."
but
while gathering
i was just left out
ignored
lost in the middle
kadang mereka tanya kenapa gw diem
tak koment ato apa
tapi mereka hanya so not sensitive
ga taw dan munkin tak pernah maw taw apa yang aku rasa
suddenly i was so not important when they dont need me!
yeah....
what to do
gw ga bisa force orang tuk slalu mengerti
but ga ada orang yang pernah mengerti gw!
ps: i am so grateful to find them but deeply inside i'm feeling sad when i know and realise more!!