baNANA

woow so long

2010-10-02T11:50:00.000-07:00

it has been so long since i had update my blog...

anyways this maybe the last post...

cos its better not to note every single incident when u know it will create a heart pain

changing

2010-06-12T11:56:00.000-07:00

take time to relise
i happier now
more cheerfull now
but i feel insecure
something burdening my heart

i guess i need some chnages
claming myself down
make sure i set myself

changes

> i will not say "awesome" unnecessarily"
>will not so high in school....stay cool and calm
>i will think so much anymore

wad i need now is to focus
and refrain myself from the thing.....

hope all will be go on smoothly :)

kepercayaan

2010-06-05T22:46:00.000-07:00

buknnya g mw mengerjakannya
tapi loe yg ga mengizinkan gw tuk mengerjakan nya
tp scra tdk langsung

gw kan mengerjakannya kalo loe memberikan kepercayaan itu
tapi yg loe kasi ada keraguan
krn kraguan itu lah
gw lagusng menolak tuk mengejakan nya

napa smua harus tanya dia....
gak kah loe percaya pd gw....
krn loe ga percaya
ya sudah
smuanya loe yg buat lah
gw hanya akan diam
pura-pura tda tau apa....
pura-pura stju pada smuanya.....
kalo ada apa-apa jangan lah cari aku
janganlah menyalahkan aku
krn solusi yg gw pernah brikn tidak pernah kaw dengarkan

GA PERNAH LOE HARGAI PENDAPAT GW
&
GW SUDAH CAPEK UNTUK SMUA ITU....

JADI JNAGAN PERNAH KAW SALAHKAN AKU NANTI!

capek deh!!!

2010-06-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

akhirnya gw taw,jls smunya
g ga bkl buat apa2 lagi. krn smnya ga ada gnnya
diam adalah emas
jd g memilh untk diam dan ga peduli akan smuanya

care less = less pain

kdng smkin g peduli smkin sakit hati dibuatnya
krn ga ada yg pdli.
dan akhirnya g taw jls smnya.... hti ini akn trsa prih
smga smuanya cepat selesai Q6 cptlah brkhir. krn klw tdk hati ini akn mati dibutnya

FML

2010-06-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

minggu yang berat....
ntar lagi uda maw performance
hati jumat wow
dan skrg uda hr slsa!!!!
4 hari lagi!!!!

lumayan berat deh.. gugup...
tapi yg menyedihkan
bukanlah latihan yang berat
malah gw rasa latihan itu FUN
sama mreka smua....

yg menyedihkan adalah orang-orang yang gw harap
gw coba untuk dapatkan smau tempat buat mreka
tapi satu-satu ga mau datang....
walaupun gw kasi taw mrka kalo hanya 2 tik yg kudapat akan hanya kukasi ke ke2 orag itu.
tapi mreka bilag kalo mreka ga maw datang karena kelas di hari jumat selesainya sore
dan takut ga bisa datnag tepat waktu

tapi waktu sang penari datang mengabarkan bahwa dia ada konser tgl sekian dan sekian
mreka smua dengan semangatnya mengatakan bahwa mereka maw datang... meskipun harus menghabiskan duapuluh dol>>>dan tiket yg kuberikan adalah GeRaTIS!!!

dan saat itu juga aku merasa sebel BT
merasa tak dihargai!!!
gw berjanji ga bakalan nanya mereka untuk datng lagi ke konser apa-pun

dijalan ke auditorium gw berfikir lagi
"apakah konser gw menjenuhkan ya??"
tapi waktu gw lihat latihan band!!!
gw berpikir lagi...
"kalo mreka ga datang,mereka lah yg akan menyesal bukan aku"
godzila eats las vegas is awesome!!!

dan tawara kedua ga akan ada lagi!!!!
bye

already gone

2010-05-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

why must he go so fast
i haven't create enuf memory with u....
but u already gone...

u seemed to be energetic few days ago...
still flying around the house
still piling the rubber bud on my computer
still biting my necklace...
but why.....

what happened to you....
suddenly u did not want to eat
u used to be a greedy one
used to make aloot of noise whenever i came with food
but yesterday u changed 180 degree

why u left us so fast
tango will be sad...
he will be calling your name over and over again....
calling you with his sweet voice....
but u are no longer there to listen to his sweet voice

the house will be quiet without you....
tango will be lonely
the house beside his will be empty....
and he has no fren to fight with....

now everything will be different without your presence

i hope you are happier now there
you can fly where ever you want
no more boundaries
you will be always in my heart
always miss ya

everything has changeed.....

2010-05-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

why must this happend
just there are boundries
of
diff schadule
diff timming
diff day

no more like last time
no more big group discussion
no more sharing

and all is because of the boundries made in between "us"
i just realise it
and the feeling is so HURT....
wad i have afraid has come true

u no more come to me
no more discuss tgt
no more looking for me when u need the helping hand
that person has replace me....
maybe i am not good enuf....

wad hurt the most is
we are SEPERATED ONLY we are in diff "WORLD"
the meaning of true friendship in u already GONE....

ps:from now on i realise that i shall stand and depend on myself
are we still the "WE"like last time??

self-controll

2010-05-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

wad i need now

is SELF-CONTROL

changed

2010-05-07T08:50:00.000-07:00

year 2 pass so fast....
already end of 3rd week....
and i feel awkward and uneasy....
i feel like i am not the me i used to know....
become ignorant....
cant concentrate well...
like to drag things.....
etc....

i shall reflect and think...
wad should i do next....
i want no regret in the future....
once down it will difficult to pull it up
best wishes for me :)

togetherness

2010-05-04T20:31:00.000-07:00

new bag

2010-05-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

shop again
kelly and sherwin hor
temp me lar
buy bag.....
hahahhaha..

GIRLS SHOPPING
meeting point: city hall...
time:3.00 pm

kelly was late lor!!!! see lar wake up so late!!! hahaha
have a window shopping at those "unreachable" shop at raffless city
sherwin showed her COACH bag that she wanted to buy....
hmm nice suit her "ah girl-girl" style
proceed to see-see around
went to springfield....
wow...the necklace was plainly cute....
and the price was from....$35 become $8
decided to make it as one of my collection :)

kelly finally reached
super late lunch at food court
window shop again.....
raffless city is a good place for kelly
one stop shopping center for her and her "children" needs
kelly so u know where to buy their needs already HOR!!!

next stop>>BUGIS STREET
sherwin who just got her pay :P wanted to shop till she drop

jeans jacket (got it)
bag (got it)

kelly was deciding which she should get
the "old-english style" jacket or the bag.....
she chose bag!!
red trapezium bag

the bag that i have wanted to buy
finally i got u!!!
in a very low price....
at fundecko was like $59.90 and i got it for $32.90
wow!!! : D

ps:kelly next week RI hor to get your shoes hahaha

SICK

2010-04-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

it has been quite long time since the last time i sick
now
SICK
>>block nose
>>cough
>>sore throat
>>flu
all come together like there is no tomorrow...

today th efeeling is pretty awfull
hot nad cool
but still manage to come to CCA... guai kia mah!!!
wad a long day, started with NTP module
making cross-thru cable
out group seemed to be v sue!!
we did 4 times and all FAIL!!!!
WTH going on with the cables
ended up taking someone cable
hahaha
thanks to cheryl for having alot of connection!!!

Thanks to all the monkeys too, for taking care of me when i was feeling unwell
>>Sherwin
>>cheryl
>>yao
>>tiff
>>kelly

hahaha....glad to have u all beside me
love u guys to the max!!

tml will be another long day....
and also heavy day!!!!
DSA and OSM books + laptops + the charger
gonna bring backpack tml!!!

ps:panadol is v good!!!

ALL IS WELL

2010-04-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

back to blogging.....

all is well....

chalet is over....everything went well

CB>>BBQ>>everything good

came backfrom chalet>>need to sms all the V2 member>>ask them to come to pract!!!

oni few reply>>WTF

but nvm.....i cant do anything to them

wad a sickening friday
orchestra practise starts....
with dr Goh
first time see him...
wad a scary man!!!
did no dare say a word.... during the practise
after all i feel LB is much more relax then him....
songs are 10x harder then usual
so my life till june 4th will be hell
practising all the 5 bloody songs
ganbatte nana!!!

Saturday.... went bugis

pai-pai

and back home

defeating the mountain of clothes in the drawer...

took me like 2 hours to completely defeat the mountain

now my drawer is beautifully organised!!

yeah

proud of myself that i able to do that!!!

watch 3 idiots with bro.....

nice shows

funny and motivating and there is meaning in it!!!

highly recommended movie!!!

ps: be self efficient then the success will come to u!!

back to hometown

2010-03-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

finally back to hometown
haha miss it so much!!
gotta see my parents. my sis and also all my frenz
old frenz...
they are taking national exam now
the final exam to go to university
owww
they all will be seperated
go to different countries or citys
hahaha
i guess i am not gonna see them already
SAYONARA

btw yesterday
result out>>>> a little bit nervous
cos i know i couldny really do my assignment
all my exam
lucky i still maintain
lucky me
thanks to all my beloved frenz who always help me
support me....
congarts to those who did well and improve aloot

>GQ
>sherwin
>WR
>cheryl
>LJ

(so far i oni know their result haha)
ga n ba tte
jia you!!!

LOVE U ALL

2010-03-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
YEAH....I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY
IT WAS A GREAT SURPRISE FROM U ALL
(CHERYL, KELLY,YZ,SUAT TING,SHERWIN, TIFFANY, CALEB, JETHRO,WEE LEONG,LIANG YAP,WEI RONG ,LK(cheryl) AND MY BRO!!!)
THANKS ALOOOOOTTTTTT
I LOVE IT SO MUCH

I TOT MY 18th B-DAY IS GONNA BE THE WORSE B-DAY EVER
BUT TURNED OUT TO BE OTHERWISE!!
HAHA
STARTING WITH A QUARELL WITH MY BRO THE NITE BEFORE
FELT DAMN AWFUL
AND NOBODY WISHED ME ( i mean all the 6 monkeys and the others guys) haha
IT WAS PART OF THE PLAN!!

WENT TO BUGIS PAI-PAI
MET SUAT TING
LATTER ON I HAVE TO TAKE STEAM BOAT FROM WR
PLANNED TO MEET AT 2PM
BUT DRAG AND SLACK TILL 3
HAHAS
WENT TO HIS HOUSE TO TAKE THE STEAMBOAT
BEFORE THAT MEET SHEWRIN FIRST
WOW SHERWIN TOOK A 2 HOURS (=$ 10 SALARY) OFF JUST FOR ME
OWW I SO TOUCHED!!!!

IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY....WET2 ,COLD2
SHERWIN WORE SUN-DRESS IN A RAINY DAY
ANYWAY WHEN WE REACHED MY HOUSE WAS LIKE 4++
OUR PLANEED WAS PUT THE SYEAMBOAT AND EAT MAC AFTER THAT AND MAYBE WATCH MOVIE?
I WENT IN >>FELT LITTLE FISHY COS THE FRONT DOOR WASNT IN THE SAME WAS THE TIME I LEFT
NVM JUST WENT IN
I OPENED MY ROOM DOOR
AND IT WAS
WOOO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....
CAKE
ALOOT PPL INSIDE MY ROOM
HOW THEY SQUIZZ INSIDE ?
I WAS PUZZELED
HOW THEY WENT INSIDE MY HOUSE?
THINK AGAIN
IT WAS ACTUALLY MY BRO
I REMEMBER HE PUT ONE OF THE HOUSE KEY AT THE METER OUTSIDE THE HOUSE
THEN HE SAID HIS FRIEND WIJAYA IS COMING TO TAKE SOMETHING
SO THAT WIJAYA=CHERYL,KELLY,JETHRO,WEE LEONG ,CALEB & LIANG YAP.
WOW
SHOCKED>>>BUT HAPPY>>>

PROCEED TO STEAMBOAT PREPARE THE FOOD
KELLY SAID SHE BOUGHT 3 PACKETS OF BACON FOR ME
HAHA
GREAT!!!
EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT AND EAT
CHERYL AND WR ATE 3 ROUNDS
WOW..... :0
THE GUYS EAT DAMN LITTLE EXCEPT FOR WR LAR.....
THEY ALL DRINK MORE THEN EAT
HAHA

GOT INTERVIEWED MY KELLY, YZ AND CHERYL
RECORDED!
AND WHY ON EARTH WEE LEONG MUST JOIN IN OSO?:p
AND U SPILLED THE DRINK IN MY ROOM!!!!
IF MY ROOM HAVE ALOOT OF ANTS IT MUST BE U
WATCH OUT!!
HAHA

CLEAN-CLEAN AND CLEAN
THANKS BRO AND LK FOR HELPING ME TO CLEAR THE MESS!!
LOVE U BABE~~~~~
HAHA

PLAYED CARDS
CHERYL LEFT FIRST
SHE V TIRED
WOKE UP SO EARLY TO PRAPARE EVERYTHING
OWW CHERYL I FEEL SO SORY FOR U
=.= THANKS ALOOOT I APPRICIATE IT !!

11 teng.....ALL LEFT....

THANKS FOR THE SURPRISE AND PRESENT AND GREETINGS
BANANA CARDS
HAHAAHA
LOVE IT TO THE MAX
AND THE SUPER UNIQUE PRESENT
STEAM BOAT SET!!!

WOW WHENEVER I HAVING STEAMBOAT, I WILL REMEMBER U ALL MAN!!!
HAHA
AND CLEB UR CANDY BOX>>THANKS FOR THE LEGAL PRESENT!!! HAHAS
2 IS ENUF TO KNOW THE TASTE :)

PS:RIBENNA AND COKE IS NICE>>BY CALEB must try!!

the new nana

2010-03-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

haha finally i cut my hair yesterday
haha
short hair....short hair
i feel so light now
haha
new hairstyle new me..

few days before i cut i was so nervous
more nervous then going for exam hahaa

i have drawn the style that i wanted

guy hairstyle....

haha but the lady gimme another style

a little bit different..... :(

anyway turned up to be nice

so i have no regret

haha
GREAT!!!!

the salon 'MAISON' is good

at far east level 5

can go try nice-nice hahas

i guess i will stick to this hairstyle

hahas

falling in love with it

maybe next time i will try the hairstyle that i have drawn

hahas

thanks for suat ting and TKK for companying me go cut

haha

and sherwin for joining us

haha

the more the marrier

BACK

2010-03-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

finally my blog back to normal

hahas

thanks to TKK for telling me the problems and wad i should do...

today was the last day for imagine cup project meeting

though the game wasnt done yet but at least we did try to complete them

esspecially LJ and TKK

u all are great!!!

learn a new language in two weeks and make an application of it (Y)

hope we can get through stage 1. but i doubt so :P

nvm at least we try our bezt!!!

CCA was as boring as normal
i dun knoe how to play Irish Tune from county derry.... melody-less and longgggg.....
hope i can get it by this week cos i will be going back around saturday and planning not to bring violin back
yeah!!!
that 'guy' is always giving stress..... omg....why he come? he is scary :(
orcestra is coming soon too
and the song is Phenthom of Opera.....and its the original one!!!! not arranged or wad is original
its going to be tough!!!!
super tough!!!
can i quit the orchestra and just join the stringz...
kill me please!!!

the quote for today is
'i should be a nicer person...'
yes i should
i guess i must know how my bro cares for me ....
it was completely my fault
being careless and useless
leaving stuff behind in IT show!
made my bro worried so much by coming home late after he scolded me
thanks bro for loving me....
i feel so bad :(
i will be a better sister to you!!! :)

ps: you are my one and only bro that i love the most!!! <3

ONE YEAR ALREADY

2010-03-01T10:03:00.000-08:00

WOW

SO FAST ONE YEAR HAS PASSED....

MET THE RABBITS IN APRIL 2009

AND NOW ALREADY END OF SEM 2

OMG....

I WAS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY

OWW

I AM SO THANKFULL TO HAVE ALL THE 6 PRINCESSES BESIDE ME WHENEVER AND WHEREEVER...:)

LOVE U ALL HOPE TO SEE U ALL IN THE YEAR TWO!!!!

AND SUAT TING ALSO!!!!

HAHAHA

I AM ALSO SO THANKFULL TO HAVE ALL THE VERY GOOD AND CARING TEACHERS

FIRST WILL BE NG JK....

THE FIRST IMPRESSION WAS NOT SO GOOD

THE FACE LIKE HAVE PROBLEM LIKE THAT!!!

THEN IF WE ASK, HE WILL SAY "WAD!!"

WOW U HAVE PROBLEM HUH?!

DUN JUDGE BOOK FROM THE COVER!

HE TURN OUT TO BE THE BEST TEACHER FOR THIS SEM ("to ma lar")

HELP ME ALOOT IN OOP

TEACH ME HOW TO THINK ABOUT THE CONCEPT

AND YEAH V CARING

HOWEVER

I STILL DUN LIKE PROGRAMMING

HAHAHA

NEXT WILL BE HAMEED

THE DATABASE TEACHER

ALWAYS SAYS

"YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!!"

WHEN WE ANS CORRECTLY

ALWAYS HAPPY TO ANSWER ALL MY QUESTIONS

HAHA

BUT ONE THING IS

HIS MOUTH IS ZIPPED WHEN COME TO PROJECT!!!!

WOW~!!!

SO FAR ONLY THIS 2 TEACHER THAT I FEEL V GOOD IN THIS SEMS

THIS DOESNT MEAN THE REST IS NOT GOOD

THE REST ALSO V GOOD AND CARING

WKAKAKA

ps:eee to all>>>wad my father!!! seems like i have allot of fathers hor!!!!

CURRENTLY OUR PERFECT 10 TEAM MEMBER HAS INCREASE 1

WHO IS "TEY WEI RONG"

THE GUY THAT IS VERY WRONG ONE FROM M6

CHERYL GOOD FREN

ALWAYS BRING "DEALS CARD"

AND SHERWIN HUSBAND (WOWOW )

AND THE SMILE HAVE TRADE MARK ONE( more like copy and paste if in the photo)

HE CAME ABOUT WHEN WE WERE DOING

Df PROJECT

DUN KNOW HOW TO DO 4.4

THEN HE AND SHERWIN TRIED TO FIGURE OUT

EVER SINCE THAT WE FOUND THAT HE AND SHERWIN VERY GOOD (Y)

HAVE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THEM

THEN HE KEEP JOIN US FOR STUDY AND NOW BECOME PART OF THE TEAM!!!HAHAS

WELCOME WEI RONG!!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO TKK....
FOR THE HELP IN JAVA PROJECT!!!
U HELP US ALLOT MAN
I KNOW U EXPLAIN THE CODE UNTIL U WANT TO VOMIT BLOOD
HAHHAAHA
THANKS FOR THE HELP IN OOP EXAM TOO
U ARE OUR OOP TEACHER!!!
THANKS :)

TALKING ABT TEACHING

THE MONKEYS CALLED ME "TEACHER NANA"

WAD THE HECK!!!

I SO OLD!

TEACH THEM C-MATH !!!!

GIVE HOMEWORK!!!

AND MARK

DIFFERENTIATION AND INTEGRATION

WOW

HOPE U ALL GET GOOD GRADE FOR C-MATH!!

MAKE SURE AT LEAST 'B'!!

ESPECIALLY YAO AND WR!!!!

MAKE SURE HOR!!!

AND TODAY IS OFFICIALLY END OF SEM 2

EXAM OVER

COS WAS THE HARDCORE ONE

BUT STILL GOTTA GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR MAFAN IMAGINE CUP project!!

ARGHSSSS

i dun need u anymore

2010-02-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

hari ini pg ke MP perpus
belajar dunk!!!
sama teman2

hari ini aku baru taw rasanya
kesedihan yang paling menyedihkan adalah membohongi diri sendiri...
pura2 senyum, tertawa wkaka dan semuanya hanya topeng!!!
menutupi rupa sesungguhnya......

topeng lama-lama akan kebuka
sepandai pandainya tupai memanjat akhirnya akan jatuh juga....
yar seperti itu lar

orang yang menyedihkan....

J A V A

2010-02-26T04:37:00.000-08:00

FINNAL JAVA IS OVER
HAHA
LEFT COS (THE HARDEST PPR ALOOT TO REMEMBER!!!)

JAVA WAS TRICKY
I LOOSE MORE THAN 10 MARKS ALREADY!
DAMN IT!!!
I GUESS I HAVE COCK EYE
CANT SPOT THE MISTAKE!!!!

NVM ITS OVER....
HOPE I CAN GET GOOD RESULT
~I_HOPE~

TODAY>>>FIND STUFF
SEREL AND RING RONG COME MY HOUSE
'STUDY!!!'
ENDED UP SPAM MY DOOR
WRITE NONSENSE

DRAW RUBBISH!!!
NOW MY DOOR IS SO COLORFULL
ENDED UP WASTE TIME HERE!!!
WKAKAKA

NEXT TIME TELL ME IN ADVANCE OK
WHEN U WANT TO COME
I CLEAN MY HOUSE
V PS U KNOE!!!

EAT HOUSE MAC
FAST FOOD AGAIN!
OMG!!

NOTHING MUCH>>>ALREADY
HEADING TO MY DESK AND STUDY!!!
CHIONG
ALL MY FRENS GOOD LUCK FOR THE LAST PPR OK!!!!

FINALLY DONE

2010-02-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

WOW WHAT A TIRING DAY.....
IN THE MORNING
VIOLIN EXAM
@ BUKIT TIMAH SHOPPING CENTRE DAMN FAR LAR!!!!
THE EXAM WASNT REALLY WELL DONE...

BUT LUCKY I HAVE A VERY NICE EXAMINER
THE OLDER THE EXAMINER THE KINDER THEY WILL BE
THAT IS MY POINT OF VIEW

RUSH TO SCHOOL!!!!
STUDY AT THE SAME TUT ROOM P603
CHIONG FOR THE OOP PAPPER
WKAKAKA
GONNA FLUNK THAT MOD

STAY IN SCHOOL UNTIL 8
LEARNT ALOOT OF THINGS SIOL!!!
WAD A PRODUCTIVE DAY!!!!

PS:KELLY U SO GONNA GET IT MAN!!!
WATCH OUT

so hard!!!

2010-02-09T05:16:00.000-08:00

back to blogging....
lets start from yesterday...
have advance CNY reunion lunch with frenz
bugis >>S.G

i miss that moment...

in the middle of Os period hostel frenz and i went there to have lunch

so much fun . all ate like crazy!!! esspecially DWI...(dwi i miss u so much haha)

however there was something missing,>> yeah where were u huh? the joke machine wasnt there....

anyway overall it was fun.....and we still have the chance to bring u out to S.P to watch movie..with ur damn leg!!! u hardly wallked!!! 'pai kha'

wad am i writting!!!
yeah better back to present before it goes too deep
>>after S.G walked2 around bugis....'gals are so mafan!!!' said that without relising i am one of them haha
busy applying some nice smelling moisturiser on our hair cos our hair smell like BBQ hair....
but in the end is the same >>>
neoprint>>>10 ppl squized in one small box !!!! omg>>possing like crazy>>decorating the photos>> printed it out >>and cut them>>each got 2

shopping>>trying shoes>>clothes>>take photos
caleb i love ur camera>>cant wait to get one

lets proceed to esplanade>>walked there>>saw part of sing that i havent seen before>>wad an eiire place>>SSVF>>old scary building
reached esplenade>>roof terace
nice place for couple hanging out>>>but i still dun get it why couple like to hang out there wads so nice ??!!>>IDK!

i got something>>>got some knowladge >>shutter speed>>ap...tures(idk how to spell)>>and many more....thanks LEB!!!

yeah>>blah-blah-blah.....
finally reached home!!!

TODAY
whole day hanging out with my violin
have lesson with Kenny
wad a lesson
dun blame me that i dun knoe how to sing!!!!!
i cant even know wad u playing
acctually i sang anyhow
yeah frustuating moment!!!

wad a bad news
my exam changed to 25 feb!!!
the day i suppose to study my OOPP
OMG how can i manage!!!!

>>figuring out how to sing all the damn notes<<<

finally

2010-01-28T09:31:00.000-08:00

28 jan 2010
yeah come to the last project...... OOPP killer one....
admit it>>i copied haha>>but not blindly hor!!!!

today presentation was ok.... glad that that is the last presentation of the sem yeye
now working on the OOPP comments line

just make it as if i did them
haha

today gotta carried alot of stuff
my presentation jacket and stuff
total i have 3 things to carry like i am moving house like that!!!!

nothing special today actually>> most likely it just like that nothing i can do !
Guess gotta put a big smile face tml...
(pretention does work sometimes)

wad a 'GOOD' day!!!

2010-01-27T08:14:00.000-08:00

wow no school today!!!!!
great!! but anyway gotta back to school!!! do project and CCA
acctually i din want go CCA lor......
but woke up already smses from the seniors
"PLEASE COME FOR CCA TODAY!!! AS TODAY IS A VERY IMPORTANT DAY!!!"
bo pian but to go!!!

have violin around 11~12.30....
alomost fell asleep while i was playing.....
whoa!!! kelly came over fetched me to go to school!!!!!

reached school around 2 >>walking to library!!
before that go MAc eat economy behhoon (i have budget and i have over my budget from monday!!!!)

doing project.....ICA4 kelly and yao....Skirt!!! dun know all type of skirt....haizz
kelly dun put ppl name as Eg its offending ppl ok!! hahaha
yao went home super early....>>stomache!!!

copying OOPP!!!! i guess i need another pairs of eyes....
copy also can copy wrongly
all the error was"symbol not found!!"
yeah all spelling error!!!! OMG!!!

>>thanks for solving the java yeah!!!! and they are done except for the exception which i dun intend to do haha<<

finally 6.30
went for cca, though i late for cca
i reached around 7++
play those irish song!!!
LB said"need to be more GYPSY!" wad the heck is need to be more gypsy!!!
played irritating song "ADANTE" it become more irritating when one of the senior came over to my place and knocking my chair with the bow as the metronome!!!
halloo he give me stress!!!!! stop playing the he will say"dun stop playing"
>>come to the climax>>>announcement for the next commitee....
just sit and relax , see who is the "lucky" one to get the possition!!!

say...>>untill V2 section>>rdwan said "ok for the V2 nana will be the SL!!" haloo wad is this!
i dun want!!!! i hate spreading news to ppl >>> vis sms or email!!! i hate it!!!
worse V2 has alooot of members!! kill me please!!!!
how can i be one when i even have problem remembering name and faces!!!!

please help me!!!owww~!!!!

Shop like there is no tomorrow

2010-01-22T08:56:00.000-08:00

today shopping....

with the 4 monkeys.....

@sherwin>>>how can u forget to bring ur wallet!!! hayoooo

so she got to go back and take.....
wow.....
proceed to orchard ,started with wisma Atria
go forever 21....hahaha see blazer. nice, price ok
but the hand too small!!!!

company cheryl to Isetan find her Bf wallet
for their anniversary i guess

cant find the nice one

Sherwin finally arrived......

and cheryl gtg already......meeting her frenz

next stop >>>FarEast plaza

Sherwin start to shop like there is no tml>>>before that we went to BYSI wow!!!!SALE!!!like Crazy......bought blazer>>>from 89.90>>26.80 thats pretty cheap......

lucky i found it.......if not i will wear that ugly shirt back!!! OMG

Sherwin bought 2sets of CNY clothes!!!!! wow.....She shop like crazy!!!!

a white flowery pattern dress >>she was thinking whether to buy or not.... wandering until the shopKeeper ask "do u want the dress?" another customer wanted it and that was the last piece . without thinking sherwin said"I want!!"

hahaha......

ate dinner at the the "Goodless" i guess :p not bad quite nice....Yao spilled off her iced tea......

and we walk2 until 9++ and finally go home>>reached home at 10.55 then .........

r u s h

2010-01-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

akhirnya selesai juga CCT.....
ANG KH ga nanya apa2 soal project.... then GOOD!!!! artinya dia clear!!!!

haha
kelly kelly u again.... v funny one!!!!
cant stop loughing when i recall about wad happend today
amk hub>>>fairprice X-tra

back to school
practice role play sama hady and arif
funny!!! chi~sai..... like eat shit like that!!!

then proceed to library
woots
sebelum itu pergi menjumpai hameed
nanya project
tapi mulutnya itu loh!!!!!
ZIPPED!!!!
but we get something
so we left with 4.4 >>1.1

I HATE TO SAY THIS ALL
memang sih boleh dibilang kalo gw nanya terus
kalo misalnya gw ganggu ya sory deh
kalo gw mank menyabelkan ya lebih maaf deh
apa lagi kalo gw bener2 ga bisa ditahan menyebalkanya
lebih sori lah.......
kao loe mang ga maw suka gw nanya2 ya bilang aja......
ga ada hard feeling kok!
daripada loe treat gw kayak shit!!!!
ga senang gt..... didepan teman2
gw nanya baek2 juga
cuma bilang besok loe maw beljar di skola apa ga???
habis st datang maw ngajarin
eeee
jawabanya kayak maw mati!!!!
bilang kalo dia datang so wad lah!!!
yah...kan kalo loe ada apa2 bole nanya dia ga ada salahnya kan!!!
ditanya loe uda selesai belum ??
malah ga karuan attitudenya
loe kira gw suka apa!!!!
haizzz

ps:sherwin and wei rong having good time together....(from YZ FB)

i am very free now

2010-01-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

this wad i will do if i have nothing to do
>>chatting with friends in msn (but nobody to talk to now)
so
>>go facebook (nothing interesting!!)>>next...
>>try to be a good gal>do my projects(BUT I DUN KNOW HOW TO DO!!!!) so NO!!!
>>try to disturb people.....>>>Kelly....she doing CCT lah cant disturb!!!
>>last solution is
WRITTING RUBBISH ON MY BLOG
YEAH THIS IS WAD I AM DOING NOW!!!!! <3

still awake

2010-01-16T11:39:00.000-08:00

nothing much about today
woke up....it was already 12
waste my morning.....sleeping
slack and do jap homework......till afternoon
meeting kelly at funan
looked around "i want to buy DSLR camera!!!!"
want it so badly.....
i dun knoe when i will get it!

proceed to aljuneid
meeting tiff for DF project
shocked by her news: she not coming to school for the next 2 weeks
gosh'!!! she gonna has a surgery.......
wish her all the best.....recover fast cos now is critical moment
project submission,presentation and exam....

wasnt a productive day
cos both of us stuck
BLANK dun knoe wad to do.....
deceided to stop and pack up

while waiting for tiff's dad to come
saw a small gal,cute,adorable,funny
the voice is LOUD like CHERYL
wondered that was cheryl like that when she was a little........
she said "AJUSMEE>>>excuse me"
and shouted "MEI-MEI">>calling her sister to introduce to us

bugis was the next destination
look for sandals at rubi.....
not nice
came out empty-handed

kelly gotta go after buying Rotary bubble tea....
not nice the bubble tea
wandering around bugis alone.....

bro called "wanna eat carrot cake at LK's place?"
stomach was growling too >>so yes!!!!
meet LK's sister
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAy CAROLINE pan.....
yeah LK's sister birhday.....
sat at "LIm-KOPI" till 12:45 am.....
chasing the last bus to amk interchange.....
and walk.....home
super full
need time to digest the food
thats why i am still here blogging
>3:00 am 17 jan 2010<

<3 hope tiff recover fast! <3

WADS HAPPENING TODAY!!!!

2010-01-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

YEAH.... I WAS HAPPY IN THE MORNING.....

JUST FEELING HIGH.... AND HAPPY

TOOK SOME CLASS PICS AT LECTURE HALL

JAVA QUIZZ

SO DIFFICULT

I GOT 65% ONI!!!!!

SO SAD!!!!

BUT NEVA MIND AT LEAST I TRIED MY BEST

HAHAAHA

SOMETIMES THERE IS A NEED TO LOWER UR PRIDE AND EGO

SO I NICELY ASK LEXUS ON HOW TO DO THE JAVA

THOUGH HE SHOT ME!!!

BUT AT LEAST HE WILLING TO TELL ME LITTLE BIT!!!

YEAH

THATS GOOD ENOUGH

THANKS BTW......

YEAH

COME TO THE HORRIBLE PART OF THE DAY

GOT PISSED OFF

U SEEMED DUN CARE

I ASKED YOU..... U SAID U CANT

EVERYTIME I MUST APPROACH

I DID MOST

U SAID U GONNA DO IT

BUT WERE??!!!!

IS LIKE SOLO!!!!

IN INDIVIDUALS U DO ALL VERY GOOD.....

PUT IN EFFORT ON IT

BUT COME TO GROUP U SLACK!!!!!!

~U CHANGED ALOOOOT

~NOT AS ENTHU AS LAST TIME, IDK WHY!!!!!

SORY IF I DID HURT U UNKNOWINGLY UNTILL MAKE U LIKE THAT

IF U STILL CARRY ON LIKE THAT I WILL DO IT MY OWN WAY
SERIOUSLY
BETTER SHOW ME SOMETHING.......
AND I DUN CARE WAD HAPPENING TO U.....
SORY I HAVE TO BE THIS WAY....

>>>>>>>HERE COME TO THE EXCITING PART!!!!!<<<<<<<<<<
HAVE DINNER @ YAO'S HOUSE.....
STEAMBOAT!!!!!
WOW YAO TREAT US ONE LEI..... WITH HER SALARY......
TAKING PHOTOS AT YAO HAOUSE
FROM THE DINNING TABLE>>WINDOW>>AND SLOWLY AT THE CORIDOR.....
YAO HOUSE V NICE!!!!!
I LIKE V WINDY!!!!
THE PARENTS ARE SO GOOD.....

HERE THE CLIMAX>>>>TAKING 11 MINs++ VIDEO
CONTAINING THE VIEW OF EVERYBODY IN THE CLASS
FROM BAD~GOOD
ALL ARE TAKEN SO NATURALLY.....

BUT.......
IT GONE NOW......
THE VIDEO
I DELETED IT EXCIDENTALLY......
WHEN KELLY AND ME WAS ABOUT WATCHING IT....
CLICK2
AND SEE EEEE SO UGLY>>> I SNATCH THE CAMERA AND DELETED IT
OMG IT WAS THE VIDEO
KELLY HIGH PITCH VOICE COME OUT
SHE VERY THE SAD......
AS IF SHE JUST BROKE UP WITH THE BF LIKE THAT
HAHHAA

AS THE REPLACEMENT
MY SOLO VIDEO......
8 MINS ONI!!!
BUT IS THE SUMMARY OF THE WHOLE THING......

PS:KELLY DUN BE SAD,OK NEXT VIDEO WILL BE AT MY HOUSE ,STEAMBOAT OR U WANT IT TO BE IN THAILAND???!!!

today!!!! big day

2010-01-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....

kelly is sitting besides me now (11.38 pm)!!!!

at my house >>>>night visitor

wow the mother call already

fetching her

haha......

today i knoe aloot
esspecially about kelly type of guy
hmmm....
kelly sad to say that u have a low taste hahaa
(kidding)

about that handsome guy over there!!!!
with the GF

the story started with the guy and GF passed our table....
@ the north wing
looking for table
.....kelly was damn sleepy before he came
when he came
wow,!!!! he is like red bull to kelly
the eye big2 lei!!!!

then wowowow kelly,cheryl and yao suddenly so excited
about that handsome guy over there!!!!!

ended up he was just @ the next glass window......
kelly and cheryl were busy
walking here and there.....
looking at the guy!!!!!

they even stand at the book-shelf, took any book and pretend reading......
wow amazing

first time see kelly so enthu....

then i feel that the guy fated lei to kelly. saw him again at mac.

the guy walk passed. when walked out mac we bumped into the guy .....

kelly gave that

wow kelly u so vulgar hahaha

btw thanks kelly company me find my bro files

and eat popeye!!!!

yeyeye the popeye at the jubilee open already!!!!!

late happy new year!!

2010-01-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

yeah... first day of school!!!
wad a cold wheather.....
already high when i entered the S555

idk why.....
should be sad lar hor
cos my mum gone back to indo

after a 'year' break....
i even fogot how to go to the W and Y drive!
wow!!!

kelly neva come!! skip the DMD hor!!!
tiffany not yet recover~hope u get well soon ok.... hope to see ya around!

hmm....
today then i think of my new year resolution!!
though is alittle bit late but nvm....
2010 >must do better in my studies !!!
>same class with the 6 monkeys again and of cos suat ting as well!!!
>loose some excess fats haha
>etc....

idk ready lah!!!!
haizz
ok bye until here!!!!

M E R R Y X - M A S

2009-12-24T10:18:00.000-08:00

MERRY X-mAS EVERYONE!!!

WISH U ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND GREAT DAY AHEAD!!!!!

CELEBRATE X-MAS EVE AT CHERYL CHALET......
THANKS TO CHERYL FOR INVITING HAHAA
AND THE PARENTS FOR A WARM WELCOME!!!!!!

TODAY MEETING 38 AND HER FREN
YEYE
MAKE NEW FREN NAMED NADELINE....(if i not wrong hahaha)
SHE IS OUR SENIOR YEYEYE!!!!!

ANOTHER NEW FRIENDS ARE CHERYL ITE FRENS......
THEY ARE FRIENDLY.....
(SOK HUI.... AMELIA... AND another one, sory i forgot ur name haha)

PLAYED DONKEY.....
AND WHO WAS THE DONKEY?????
WHO DONKEY NEED TO EAT 5 SATAY!!
(ME AND 38 WAS ....OK I DUN MIND LOOSING....)

EAT!!!! NICE FOOD.....SATAY.....SOTONG....STING-RAY....SWEET-POTATO....ALL THE S's
HAHA

2 OF CHERYL FREN WENT OF FIRST
LEAVING KELLY, 38, NADELINE,SOK HUI AND ME!!!
CONT PLAY DONKEY....
IN TWOs

SOK HUI (AMK PARTNER)WAS MY PARTNER YEAH.....

38 AND NADELINE LEFT AT AROUND 11++
SO ONLY ME, KELLY AND SOK HUI.....
CHERYL BF AND THE BRO JOINT PLAYING DONKEY...

ENDED UP WITH BLACK-JACK!!!!
WHO LOOSE EAT ALL THE 3 REMAINDING OTAH!!!!
HAHAHA
ALOMOST LOSE.....
LUCKY ME!!!!

LEAVE THE CHALET AT 1++
AND REACHED HOME AT 1.45......

SHARED CAB WITH SOK HUI AND KELLY
KELLY ALIGHT FIRST
BOTH OF US NO CASH.....SO I TOOK KELLY MONEY
HAHAHA
(sory huh kelly.....u want dora as a token of appriciation?)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

THIS IS MY FIRST X-MAS IN SPORE
USSUALLY WAS A LONG HOLIDAY AND I WILL BE IN INDO
NOW I STUCK HERE!!!!!
OMG....
ALONE AT HOME
LUCKY BRO HE GOT THE CHANCE TO GO BACK !!!!
WHAT A LONELY X-MAS......

HAHAHAHAHA.........

MERRY X-MAS!!!!

down-and down

2009-12-23T09:20:00.000-08:00

HAIZZ
WHY CAN I RELAX LIKE LAST TIME
NOW I STRESS ALLOT
LIKE....

I WANT MY SEM1 LIFE BACK!
RELAX
BUT STEADY
NOW LIKE EVERYTHING NOT IN PLACE!!!!

TRY TO PUT EVERYTHING TOGETHER
BUT THEY ARE JUST.......

KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO RELAX
BUT I JUST CANT
WHY I BECOME LIKE THIS?!

FEEL LIKE JUST THROW EVERYTHING
AND DUN CARE AT ALL!!!!

wow!!! what i should do?

2009-12-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

wow
a shocking call from mom
she is coming to Sg on 27 of december
OMG
with my aunty which is bad enough and PLUS my IRRITATING cousin!!!!!!!
OMG.....
shit!!!!
i gotta finih my project before 27!
how?!!!!!!
why thet so sudden!
ARGHHHH

i still have java to deal with!
Gosh.....
anybody has suggestion on how to finish them within a VERY short period of time!!!!
argh.....
wow~~~

fun all the way

2009-12-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

yeah

today was a great day!!!!!!!

celebrating x-mas with poly frens

all the 38s one and the rest

have a lunch at nEbO amk......

woots "lly order 208 lah.... v nice .... ok, drink ?....ice lemon tea"

hahhaa

and kelly gave the kind of face 'you watch out!!!'

walao the spaghetti not nice lor.....

haizzzz

after nEbO was the gift exchange session

ok start with cheryl.....

we were sitting beside the capsule machine at the amk hub....

there were 11 of us sitting in oval... on the floor

halfway through the gift exchange session

security came and chased us away!!!

hahhaa

yap2 hope u like the Doraemon sets

hahaha

thanks to ROSE-TOH for the pencil box and the card

LOVE ~IT

hahaha

and thanks to KellyTYT

for the card and key chain

i so touched by ur msg
(yeah like real hahah!)

Orchard road!

filled with lights

ate dinner at Takashimaya fountain

ate kind of jap food- not really jap food lei... haiz...

"kelly the Guy selling the jap food like you the name is ALEX" hahhahaa

thanks caleb for teaching me to take photo....

hahhaha

tiff get well soon ok.......

hahaha......anyway thanks to all of you for the great day!!!!!~Merry Christmas~ although too early :p

I HATE YOU....YES I DO!

2009-12-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

WHY MUST I THE ONE WHO GIVE IN!!!??
WHY MUST I THE ONE WHO UNDERSTAND YOU!?
I NEVER SAY ANYTHING WHEN U THROW YOUR TANTRUM TO ME
WHEN YOUR FACE IS FUCKING BLACK!!!!!
I NEVER SAY A SINGLE WORDS!!!

YOU ALWAYS WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND YOU!!
YOU ALWAYS WANT PEOPLE TO BE CONSIDERATE WHEN YOU NEED IT!!!!!!
"I HAVING EXAM MAH!!!!"
ALL ARE BULLSHIT!
YOU ARE JUST FINDING EXCUSES!!!!
I HATE IT WHEN U DID THAT
BUT I DIDN'T SAY A WORD!

NOW!
ITS MY TURN TO COME
I HAVING MY COMMON TEST
AND YET YOU KEEP PUSHING ME
DOING SOMETHING THAT I DON'T FEEL LIKE
KEEP PUSHING ME!!!!!!
I HATE THAT!!!!!!!!
STOP PUSHING CAN!!!??????

YOU KEEP SAYING YOU ARE TIRED, SLEEPY!
YOU SAY YOU WANNA HELP ME
ENDED UP I DID IT MYSELF!!!

I DID MAKE A VERY BIG MISTAKE TO AGREE
TO EXTEND THE CONTRACT
NOW I NEED TO BEAR IT FOR ONE MORE YEAR
AND HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF IT I WILL BE STILL ME.... AND NOT SOME DEPRESSED PERSON!!!!!

ACCOMPANYING

2009-12-06T08:38:00.000-08:00

bro is having last exam tml

he gets really stress up.....

neva see him like this before

the first time saw him so nervous so stress messed up for exam

what a tough exam he is having tml....

OMG

that's make me terrified

making me even more sure that a place called "Uni..."is not for me in the future!

i scared i will be like him in the future

worse

ended up in IMH

choy!!!!!!

hmmm....

anyway ALL THE BEZZ FOR HIM
just go for it and dun turn back

look straight.....

JUST DO IT!

by the way

my common test is coming too

c-math and dmd

killing me!!!!!

plus the projects coming up !!!!!

OMG!

ALL the BEST to rabbits

especially 6 MONKEYS!!!!!

focus-focus

and jia yo!

in library

2009-12-02T19:25:00.002-08:00

yeah
now in library
killing time!!
i got no mood to study.....
java test is just a few more hours away.....
Args......
i hate doing java
!!!!!!
bored
dun know what to do
waiting for kellong, sherwin and tiff
yeah
i came too early
haha
metting time was 12.00
but i came at 10.30
tot i can study
but ended up writing blog
which is unimportant
haha
i guess i got to end it here!
try to catch the"mood" to study
jia yo to ME!!!

ga ada guna nya deh

2009-12-02T19:25:00.000-08:00

haha
memang smua nya ASSHOLE

uda mending diperhatiin...
dikasi taw
dibuatin smuanya...
peduli akan mereka

haha
tapi apa yg gw dapat...
kena comment
F*** them all

manknya gw taw kalo ge print salah
ga salah2 amet juga
give me FUCKING attitude......

ASS them ALL

nana kundang

2009-11-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....
i just feel bad now
my mum just called
and i didn't really talk to her nicely
like i used to

it have been weeks since our last conversation
whenver she called me
i passed the phone to leo
i just dun feel like talking to her....

am i a bad daughter?
yes i am haha

i just feel annoyed whenever i remember what my sis told me
that my mum told ppl that leo is the one who always cares and loves her
and never mentioned the other 3 daughters

why always LEO.....LEO and LEO
damn!!!!

it seems that all the 3 daughters are all USELESS
WE never care for her
never love her as much as leo does!

i dun know whether to ask her straight or not......
i just loose feeling towards her.....

maybe when she found out she will be damn upset
and worse she will regret to have such a bad daughter!

i just hope she wont found out until i recover from the 'pain'!!!!!

better to keep it to myself!!!!

thanks to all my princess and bro

2009-11-07T03:35:00.000-08:00

yeah....

finally the concert over.........

yeah.....

i love it

the concert was considered successful

though i lost some of my pitch

and lost in the middle of the songs hahas

ALLA-HORN PIPE

HUNGARIAN RHAPSODY

O'MIOBABINOCARO (dun know how to spell haha)

DIE ROMENTIKER WALTZ (KILLER ONE!!!)

TOMORROW

ALL ARE NICE SONGS

thanks to all the princess.......

for comming and supporting me

the cheers was damn syok!

(cheryl!!! ur voice was damn loud! and my partner ask "u have alot fans club huh!!!" )

and for sherwineeee

hows ur dance?????

tell us on monday okay!!!

when i went back on last nite

i asw new rat

look like kimmo

yey

THANKS MY BRO..........

for the KIMMI

my new rat

hahaa

ps:mokki u will not be alone again!

PS:overall thanks all my dearest frens and bro

I LOVE U all.....

i am,what!

2009-10-27T09:52:00.000-07:00

long time no see

hmm...

second day of school alredy

sian lah!!!
hahaha

idk why, i dun really enjoy the school like how i enjoyed my first sems

wew get bored easily

the subjects are getting harder and everything wasn't really smooth like before

everything sux!!!

i get sick and sicker

can't blend in

duck and chicken

just dun blend in

i tried

but failed, try again

failed again

haha

nothing i can do

keep trying lor

yeah

i guess so...

i am in indo now!

2009-09-27T20:23:00.000-07:00

wew

so boring right here now

nothing to do

walk here and there

like no direction

i mizz my frens there

hahha

how are u all???

haizzz....

i am going crazyy!!!!

how should i start?

2009-09-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

hmm...

gini neh kalo lagi bosen buanget

ga ada yang enak kayaknya

yam-yam...

haiz

acctually

felt sad and dissapoited

hahha

everything was so great

until i realise that, the fact wasnt really that great!

smuanya membuat gw merasa important

merasa i am one of them

but

slowly

gw merasa left out

they are their own kind

mereka cuma cari gw kalo ada penting

cari gw kalo mereka membutuhkan sesuatu

disuruh ini itu lah

"nana come2 help me this and that...."

but

while gathering

i was just left out

ignored

lost in the middle

kadang mereka tanya kenapa gw diem

tak koment ato apa

tapi mereka hanya so not sensitive

ga taw dan munkin tak pernah maw taw apa yang aku rasa

suddenly i was so not important when they dont need me!

yeah....

what to do

gw ga bisa force orang tuk slalu mengerti

but ga ada orang yang pernah mengerti gw!

ps: i am so grateful to find them but deeply inside i'm feeling sad when i know and realise more!!

i am back from kL

2009-09-12T12:09:00.000-07:00

yeah

the trip was super fun

10...

best number

sherwin my lovely roommate for 2nites at <1013>

yea... we were isolated from the rest of the chabos...

so sad but its ok

still having fun in their rooms

playing donkey...

i always be the donkey

playing heart attack

always be the last

hais

must upgrade my brain man!!!

i want to play the pirate thingy

but nobody wanna play

hiks....

but overall the sunway lagoon was the bezz

teacher and student were all like crazy!!!

shout till no voice

i love the trip so much

know each other better

and more!!!!

thanks to all my friends....

ps:

YZ.... dun be sad although ur 'that guy over there' is taken, there are still much fishes in the sea, choose salmon ok.....

and KOR!! please stop calling me 'PUI' and couse of u donkey keep following me!!!

finally everything end

2009-09-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

time flies

it was just like yesterday

when i realise that i am in poly

in the class of rabbits

meeting and knowing new people

now without realising it

semester 1 has just ended

today we having the last paper DCN

i am really grateful to meet allot of people that very kind and do care about me

all my friends and my"daughters and AmA"

thanks allot i love you all so much!!!

i am also really greatful to have such a good lecturers in this sams

thanks to all of you

( BanWa,KoR,CKK,GaN,AniTa,"Ah-LiaN",Evelyn,LengWa.and Simon"

esspecially for Banwah and Kor who willing to teach us patiently

willing to answer all the questions and so all our nonsense....

ok would like to write about the past

first impression when the class enter to lab S339

what the hell!!! PMP lab in the early Tuesday! frist week of poly some more!

and we was late by around 15 mins

the teacher was sitting in the lab

BLACK FACE

somemore first time meet !>

scolding us "why u all late huh?!"

bla....bla....bla.....

follow by the super "good" attitude

throw the attendance list!

however...

that impression slowly change

from the super irritating teacher become lame one

one time

he said "this text book is very good!, i neva force u all to buy la... but you MUST buy la hor..."

hahaha wads that man!!!

after sometimes

we realise that he is very good!

care and willing to help

always guide and provide us with all the required resources....

willing to teach us durig the study break etc....

conclusion

dun judge the book by the cover!

although he neva smile and face 'oo' like shit , he is one of the best teacher in the semester!

wew another one i like to write about

this one really funy

allot people dun like him

they say he like to scold student while they arent paying any attention

he little bit traditional like to repeat until we know what is the next word he gonna say

firstly , in the first week on wednesday afternoon.... like usual introduction ....

very sue... the next day,LAb he aslo taking us for lab....

talking about things that alien to us

start with john in singapore sending letter to paul in florida

the purpose, language bla...bla...bla....

and he kept repeating that for two weeks of his lesson if i am not wrong

damn boring

some more he takes us for tutorial, lab and lecture

cant imagine

but after sometimes he is actually ok one!

he is scolding us becos he want the student to really pay attention and get everything right

he is one of the teacher that i like to ask question to...

usually after lecture, in the afternoon

until my fren give me the title"wen thi paopao"

yes.... he willing to answer all my doubt!

until u really understand

he aslo always give his student chance when they want to learn

every time before simon lab test the group B ppl like to ask him questions about the test and he will explain everything in detail until the IP address also the same lor!

and for our simon project!

he also willingly open the LaB for my group, cheryl group and kelly's group, when we ask him to give us practise

he also dun mind staying till 7 to teach us till we understand everything, letting us to practise until we got familiar with everything!

THANKS ALOOT TO ALL OF YOU AND HOPE TO SEE U IN NEXT SEMESTER

wew....

2009-09-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

yeeyy
today the IAD paper is finally over
feel my burden is lighter now

wew
anyway
one of my MCQ question is wrong ready.....
becos of that stupid tricks lah
CBW!!!!

haha
now left one more paper
DCN is killing me man!!!!!
hope tml paper wont be a killer one

good luck and jia yo for the last paper tml
especially for all the chaboss
good luck after that we can enjoy

ps: What a family photo you want huh..... you all trying to kill me huh?!
hahaha

right here waiting

2009-08-29T10:48:00.000-07:00

yeah....

i am now right here waiting

waiting for a plan to pop up on what should i do next

so many things i have to settle

but

there are too many than i dun knoe where should i start

should i start on this or that one first?

me myself confuse!

wad in my head is blank

no plan at all to continue my revision

i got no mood to study

haizz

can somebody bring my mood back?

wew.... cant wait

2009-08-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for the time to pass

lift all the burden on my shoulder

the exams....

although one of them are already down

but there are still 2

and they are the hard core one

i fell that i screwed up my PMP exam

although i could do the paper but i just dun have much confident in it...

hope that the other 2 will not disappoint me

hope so.....

wew....

just cant wait for the 3rd sept to come!

though they are just a few days away

they seemed to be years!!!

alooooot of things are killing me!!!!

2009-08-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

hahaha....back to write about my boring life....
whats so boring!!
first: exams are coming starts from 24 august which is like few days away wew...
that will be the worst day on this year PMP exam, tough i have asked and clarified allot of things with banwah, but its still cant get into my dumb head!!!!

ok,... follow with the HTML exam.... which is 2Nd sept! another deadly module one!!!
gotta clarify allot of thing again next week and with banwah again....
haizzzz
cant wait all those stuff over

lastly the DCN exam
gotta remember alto of stuff
what collision domain?!?!? broadcast domain?!?!?! ip address....router and RIP?!?!?!?!
all are just boring stuff to learn!

cant wait for the KL trip to arrive.....
it seems like ages to 9 sept -_-

btw!!
recommendation!!!
so far the school library is the best place to study!
feng-shui good i guess!
and can concentrate there
can use free com hahaha....
and enjoy aircon

so do study in school library!!!!
is the best place!
only sometimes the south wings and north wings are fully occupied

hahaha
wish all the best for all my frenzzz...
and all rabbits
after exam go KL ok shop till u broke....

when something really happen

2009-08-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha......
today is kelly b'day celebration
happy birthday kelly
wish u all the best......

ahlian test was easy ...... lucky i got all the 8 outputs
anyway its the same as what sherwin told me the day before
thank you sherwin

btw
hari ini gw BT buanget
people taking it for granted
i guess i should retired
hahaha.....
stop doing all those stuff
this might be the last time i doing this.....
fun but sickening when people taking it for granted

anyway its over
just take the positive way
that you discovered something that is covered
haizzzz

so sory.....
it might be hurt...
but dont you knoe how i feel??

haiz.....if that the case why should i be the one always do...!!

tired!!!!

2009-08-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

wew.....
today i chiong alot...!!!!!
a lot of thing to do
start with completing the DAMN VB project....

finally finish
kor test
was ok quite easy but dun knoe lah

the most tiring
finding birthday present for all the august people
start wift augustina b'day present
kelly one >>amk hub, amk hub.....>jubille>
damn bloody tiring

come back home
need to cook
haizzz
jap curry as a din-sup
sound so wrong
haizzz
dun knoe wad im typing
my eyes is closing in few minutes time
count down
stert from 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1,teeeeeeet!!!!!!!
battries empty.... please recharge....
bye2

we are trying to be a hardworking galzss

2009-07-28T03:44:00.000-07:00

wow.....

what a day

stay in school until late afternoon

hahaha

sok2 ting, tiffany, sherwin (the PS becos got dance) and me.....

didnt really study lah

but amazing we did ahlian CMS.....finish liao....

nana: killing that suat ting man.....

ST: T.T... nana the big bully, BULLY ME!!!

nana: WTf(fish) help her lor.....she get higher then me.... really fish.....

ST: she jealous i got higher! den threaten me, not to help me.... (sad =P)

nana: ya lor...... dun want to help that sok2 alredy...... everytime like that one.....

from ELP....>>> gto chased away to ....>>>>>library

hahhaa... long time no see

2009-07-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

it has been quite sometimes huh.....

hmm...

btw i just got my new rat yesterday

a creamish and white rat

age of 3 weeks old

so cute and small

yay love that rat so much....

i didnt know what to name him...

so eventually i came out with a very stupid name

which ic mokki...

since the other rat named kimmo i just twisted it become mokki...

acctually i was planning to give the female rat name which is (kimmo) , kimmi

and the male one will be kimmo

but the kimmo turned up to be female and i so get used to call her kimmo

so just stick with it......

so many things happened this week and i just lazy to write it out...

start with my dad , ama, uncle and aunty came to singapore for a medical checkup...

they except my dad make my days misserable.....

my cca which is start on monday...that LB is killing me

asking us to practice a grade 5 pieces and scales. it just killing me...

learning vibrato which is damn bloody difficult.. my hand is just to stift to move back and froth

i guess i have no talent yuks....

hahaha

simon test is over but the project is killing me now....

same as the bloody VB project is driving me crazy....

this week is a tiring week

having uncomfortable nite for few days, sleeping in sofa is cracking my backbone....

i hope next week will be a better week

what a hectic day....

2009-07-10T11:50:00.000-07:00

woke up pretty early this morning
so excited that i going to seranggon
hahaha
getting a new pet
and i got him today
he is a rat
name KIMMO
i dun know where such name came from
just popped out from my mind
hahaha
so happy
what a cute and tiny rat....
round eye, big ears, and white blackish in color
and the cutest part is the long lingering tail

hahaha
but just now....
not even 12 hours i have kept it as a pet
he already escaped from the box
terrified

scared that he will bite the two birds and cheecky
hayoo....
after some chaos in the house
finding that bloody rat
we finally found it
under the refrigerator

so delighted when i found him back
i tot that i will lost him forever
yay
so happy
kimmo is back
and he will grow to be a cute rat
welcome to your new house kimmo

im sory

2009-07-09T12:20:00.001-07:00

hmm
so sory
i am really sory
i wanted to tell you every-single things
i just want to be honest with you and myself too
but i just cant
what i can do now is denying everything
every-single things you have suspected before

maybe
when the time is up
i will tell everything to you
be honest to you

and i really hopes that you will forgive me
for being a liar
and our friendship will be remain....

ps: i didn't mean to.....

just a start

2009-07-09T12:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha
today the class having the only one common test we have
which was Graphic Design
feel relief that its over
but thats not the fact
actually it is just a strating
next week we gonna have
CKK presentation
Simon test
Kor test
and lots of project got to be completed
whuizz
alot
and it seems to be never ending
Good Luck for all my classmates and me
hahahaha
hope i can cope with all the burden
and keep moving forward
becos it it just the beginning of everythings

welcome back!!

2009-07-06T11:45:00.001-07:00

welcome back bro
it has been a month plus since i have not met u
somehow miss u
but not really
hahahs

u grew fatter
gain 7 kg
hahaha
he said he kenna karma
used to say me fat

thanks to my beloved mom
for asking him to bring the banana chips and othrs snacks for me
they are pretty great
yay!!!
i will get fatter by the last packet of the snacks
hahahaha

hmmm
now got people control me alredy
hahhaa
the feeling of freedom for one month
was great
but sometimes a did feel lonely
hahha
nobody to talk to
only my com and tv accompanied me...
anyway its good that u come back

if not i will go crazy
or become an anti-social people
hahahaha

just WELCOME BACK BRO!!!

colors that is meaningfull

2009-07-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

every colors has their own meaning
so used them carefully :p

BLUE : trust, loyalty,water,dignity,power and relaxing

YELLOW : energy, light, joy, hope

PINK :calming, feminine

GREEN : life, growth, nature, fertility, money and jealousy

PURPLE : love, richness, power,sophistication

BROWN : credibility, stability

WHITE: purity, cleanliness, innocence

RED : heat, passion, danger, power

sad but happy?

2009-07-04T12:41:00.001-07:00

hahahas
it already almost 2 months since i joining NYPSE
quite fun but hardcore
sitting in that cold cca room for 3 hours ++
every monday and wednesday

playing V3 isnt really bad
quite easy but still difficult
(arghh cant make up my mind whther is easy or difficult)
that LB is killing me
perfect pitching!!
arghhhh.....!!
i guess i am killing him too
by making him to listen to my horrible pitch

i was excited
performance is coming less than a week
but a sms killed my excitement
"bad mews performance is canceled due to H1N1"
haizzz
cant help it but accept it

that H1N1 i getting worse
anyway its better to cancel it
as is impossible to have every audience temperature taken to enter the auditorium
is kind of super troublesome

so my main focus now is in my EG1746 graphic design common test
and that VB project
fighting for me!!
hahaha

want but hasitate to...?!

2009-07-04T12:19:00.000-07:00

my mind is blank now
dun knoe what should i ....

so many things happened lately

im loss and drown
drown in my pretension
pretending is as bad as lying to yourself and others
it hurts me deeply
i dun want to pretend anymore
but i scared i will lost it

just want to be frank
but i am too scared to do that
i knoe i should let it know

i guess i need a helping hand
altough i knw that nobody can help me
only i can help myself

should i continue or stop??

nothing to do in the middle of the nite

2009-07-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

this is what i will be doing
when i got nothing to do in the nite
write nonsense stuff
that is so not important at all!!!!

hmmm
actually i have aloot of things to do
all the boring stuff
starts from VB project to whatever shit it is
i cant even remember them

i just wish that miracle to happen
that when i woke up all the boring homework are done
which is impossible....

damn projects are haunting me
killing me
arghhh
i wish to get over all those shit!!!!!

what the heck!!!

2009-06-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

so jialat lah
got nothing to do then checked about the mole in the face tinghy
see how lucky am i
but in fact all
bad luck!!!!!
major one some more
haizzz
hope thats not true at all
not hope
better to not yay!!!
jia you
gan ba te
to myself

who say a happy starting will have a happy ending......

2009-06-25T11:17:00.000-07:00

awal yang indah
smuanya baik2 saja
utuh dan sempurna

but

as time pass by

all change....

smuanya jadi pecah
pecah menjadi berkeping-keping
satu disana
yang stu lagi entah kemana.....

and there will be some part missing
for sure!!!

hope

serpihan pecahan itu tidak lagi terpecah
menjadi lebih kecil
dan
akhirnya menjadi abu
yang akan hilang terbawa angin

look back again......

2009-06-13T11:09:00.000-07:00

i always find myself trap in the past
as never satisfied with my present life
and i will start to look back

looking back at my past
and i will start like 'my past was so sweet......,
why now my life is like this?!'
it sound ridiculous
when i heard the song 'Majulah Singapura'
the first thing came across my mind was
my secondary school life
where i have to sing and listen to it everyday
i used to feel that the song is bloody sickening
but when i listen to it now
it actually brings great memory i start to appreciateit
i mizz everything in the past
my sec school
my hostel (in and out side. everything from the building to the ppl, location and surrounding) everything
when u lost it you will start to appreciate it
even more then before even though u might used to hate them
it will bring memory to you and you will appreciate them
even more

ps: so treasure whatever things u have now!!

I NOW THEN UNDERSTAND

2009-06-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

i now then understand.......
when u hope for something
you must do something to it......
to FULL-FILL your EMPTY hope
when u never do anything
the hope will be always empty
and ended up
there is no use of HOPING
where you actually will get hurt
DEEPLY.......

how come i have such...........

2009-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

haisz.......
live is so sux
having such relatives
they are damn bloody disgusting
the only thing in their mind
is just MONEY
aint them feel bored about all that?
i wonder when i can get rid of them from my life
i just want to get away from them.....
they all are SICK people!!!
and
sick people can only live with their own kind.......
and of course i am not in their category!!!!!
ps:i feel a little bit relived with that!

TerM brEak......

2009-06-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

hais.......
term break is starting tml......
but du feel excited at all
instead.......
i feel bored
everyday my brain is full of all the project and all the stupid stuff!!!!
arghh......
feel so dead

panas dingin ga karuan......

2009-06-07T10:04:00.000-07:00

setiap hari pikiran ga menentu........
mikir ini itu lah.........
banyak yang harus dipikirin
actually i am just being paranoid
hahha thats the fact!!
stress.......
ga ada gunanya dengan hanya diam
diam tidak menyelesaikan masalah
should told him straight
but anyway i have missed the chance already.......
no point of turning back.........
the chance has gone forever.......
and will never come back
i deserve it anyway
for being a coward shit!

hope i can learn from this......
if not the loss is gonna be useless..........

arghh...........

2009-06-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

So many SHITS are appearing
everyday there will be new SHIT popping
shit..........
INVENTION??
SMART-HOME???
and many more are coming!!!!
they are driving me crazy!!!!
in addition the symphony orchestra is damn bloody challenging !!!!
but i do enjoy there
HUNGARIAN??
TOMORROW?
they are pretty cool song.........
although its hard to get them in tune whenever i am playing them......
hope i can play all of them before the performance which is 10 July
..............shit!! 10 july is like 5 weeks from now??!!!!...........
what the****!!!!!!

ps: OMG i broke my violin G-string!!! gotta get it season asap!!!!!
faster get seasoned please!!!!!

ALONE

2009-06-01T07:27:00.000-07:00

ARGHH......
TODAY MY DAD WENT BACK TO INDO...
BRINGING MY BRO ALONG.......
NOW I AM HERE ALONE....

SO SAD.....

HOPEFULLY I CAN ENDURE THE ONE MONTH STAYING ALONE
IN THE HOUSE.....
HIKS...

I HATE BEING ALONE HERE!!!
SO SCARY!!!!

get back

2009-05-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

long time no see!!!

it has been quite some times huh.....
i was happy when u call me in msn
thanks btw......
having a great time wif u yesterday
hope this will stay and continue.....
glad to see u are mixing well wif ur new classmate
although there is some conflict in between
just ignore wadever they are thinking about you
just be urself.....
be straight be to the point
never feel shy to approach them first........and DON'T SKIP CLASS!!!!

PS: 'CAN I EAT THAT (NACHOS)' DON' T BE SO RANDOM LAH.......

THANKS ALOOOOT

2009-05-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

The word 'school' never sound interesting for me....
i never like to go to school
from the day 1 i entered primary school until the end of my secondary school.......
BUT
now, the word 'school' sounded more interesting than before......
THANKS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS.......(MIT 09-06 )

<<<<<---------ORIENTATION---------->>>>>

<----------CRAZY AT FAST FOOD CANTEEN---------->
^_^

BENDY HAS GONE FOREVER

2009-05-20T20:25:00.000-07:00

BYE BENDY....
Hope you are now happy and free from all the torture
all the pain that u have suffered for a long time
now u can fly freely
i know u have always miss flying
because u have not be able to fly for a long time
THANKS A LOT FOR TRYING YOUR BEST TO PULL IT THROUGH
TRIED TO FIGHT THAT BLOODY SICKNESS
THANKS FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY. i will always miss you
and you are always in my heart.....<3 style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i will never feel sad for you because i know u are HAPPY RIGHT NOW
>bon voyage bendy<

hALo....aGAin

2009-05-17T06:40:00.002-07:00

haha........
i dun know what should i start first........
hmm......

i think i should start with the past first!!!

ok.....
this my class3e3 2008 when i was still in CHR
and this pics was taken during graduation!!!
MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!
HOPE TO SEE U GUYS.........

yeah...
my dearest hostel friend as they are funny, cute and 'irritating' :p
start from the top... LANNY,DWI, SUSAN, ME, HANSEN,KIM DU,ANDHIKA and HONEYDEW :)
YOU GUYS TAKE A GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF AND GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING.....
MIZZ U GUYS hiks.......

YO..........
this was 5 a.m in K-Box chineleisure
overnite there.....
sing like crazzyy........
enjoy and enjoy....
but actually ben and andhika didnt sing at all were watching korean drama in their laptop :p
hahahaha.......

Bendy is his name..........
my bendy is sick now
used to be so healthy and cute
flying round the house.......
chipped like no body business..........
disturbing other bird (cheeky)
and many more........
but
now he is so sick and weak, and
it has been quite sometimes
hope to see u healthy again
get well soon baby.......

hALo....aGAin

2009-05-17T06:40:00.001-07:00

START A FRESH NEW PAGE

2009-04-03T09:34:00.000-07:00

HI..............
THIS MY SECOND BLOG
I HAVE REMOVED THE OLD BLOG
DUNO WHY .............
JUST FEEL LIKE STARTING A FRESH NEW PAGE

.........0: PEACE :0 .........